Last week was freaking awful... Here is the deal - I did really good during the day, then night time came and BOOM! I was having an out of body experience! And I can't even begin to tell you how many calories I may have consumed. I weighed 328 this morning. I am disgusted with myself. I guess the best way is to starve myself, because obviously I have no self control. I may write more later and further explain myself - but for the time being I ate too much last week, I did not work out, I am slowly killing myself for some reason, and I don't know how to stop. Well that is all a little too dramatic. I just ate because it tastes good and I like it - period. But I also like to feel better and I like it when my clothes fit, so I am going to push myself again this week! I am going to start fresh! By God I need some help, because obviously I keep falling backwards.