I am a fat bastard.... This weekend was not good for me... You know here is what really pisses me off! We literally walked over four miles this weekend - and I mean it is unreal how hot it was! I would not be surprised if we walked closer to 7 miles in total... but it was hot and I freaking weighed in this morning and I am a big 335! THAT IS 5 LBS UP FROM LAST WEEK! Now I was bad this weekend, but not that bad! Plus all the walking had to do some good.... Dang I am aggravated today... Okay!

SO! I am starting fresh once again. I have four months to be 290. I know I can do it and I WILL do it! I packed breakfast and lunch - 1030 in calories. Dinner will be subway and I am going to look up a low cal dinner for tomorrow and I am cooking! I am really frustrated and need to get a hold of this aggravation and kick some weight ass! KSTS is mowing for us right now so to the gym this evening - cardio - at least 60 mins, but I am thinking maybe an hour and 15 right now! I am so mad at myself and just don't understand my body.